Timeless Timeline

Unfulfilled expectations are mostly the major factor of disappointment. Experiences has taught me not to rely too much on uncontrollable variables. I think it's works. Rarely do I feel disappointed about something these days. But, it's kinda different on this point. There was a situation where I realized that I was really disappointed. Note: it's not because of the unfulfilled expectations. We know that present time is the accumulation of events from the past. Our own history. I've been in the condition when I want to try something, my step has stopped because I realized I am disabled. When a daydream crossed my mind, I refused to do anything to make it happen. I knew it's impossible. Again because I realized I was disabled, physically. Then, my imperfect childhood memory emerged. I wasn't growing optimally so there were crucial things missing from me, physically and spiritually. That's the reason I declare I am disabled. I regret for those days, where the k